sarangheyo dongseng~!! arigatou~!! :')

BEST FRIEND by Nishino Kana

gosh~!! i really cried when i heard this song~!! each line is so meaningful~!! it touches my heart~!! it really hits me~!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh~!!! its just a simple song~!! BUT has touched me so much~!! i really won't forget the person who sent this song as a message for me~!! who's the person~?!?!?


she is my dongseng~!! IISH dongseng~!! i may not know her personally~!! but with all honesty i'm great full to meet a person like her~!! ^^, i'll be her unnie always~!! ^^, gosh~!! we almost chat everyday~!! haha..can forget some silly talks..i even enjoy teasing her to LUN~!! (ayiiiiii~~!!) hahaha~!! coz it makes her smile like Yahoo Messenger~!! :D

i never get bored talking or chitchatting with this gal~!! it seems like we know each other very well~!!haha..we also shared some things in common~!! like our favorite color~!! VIOLET~!! but she also likes white~!! ^^, dongseng iish~!! how would i describe you?? i always call her pretty sexy dongseng~!! coz it fits her~!! 100%~!! i just wonder why some B*TCHES thought she's ugly??aha~!! maybe they are just envious with my dongseng~!! haha~!!coz my dongseng is so kawaii~!!

hmm~!! i wish i could meet MS POPULAR someday~!! coz i'm her NUMBER 1 FAN~!! hahaha..
*thinks* maybe i should make a fans club?? c",) hehehe~!! oooohh~!! i guess..i should first gather some members~!! hahaha~!!

dongseng~!! i just want you to know~!! i was really touched when you send me that link~!! HONTO NI ARIGATOU~!! with those message inside the song..it really touches the deepest part of my heart~!! i really LOVE it~!! thank you so much~!! ^^, and keep in mind i won't left you behind..i may not say goodbye (sometimes) but i'll always be back~!! to chitchat with you~!! you are a person worth to treasure and keep~!! i'll always be your unnie~!! you'll never be thrown away by me~!! you can have the assurance for my words..if you need someone to talk with..i'd be glad to have that talk with you~!! if you have problem..i'm willing to help.. ^^,

"arigatou
kimi ga ite kurete hontou yokatta yo
donna toki datte itsumo
waratte irareru
tatoeba, hanarete ite mo nannen tatte mo
zutto kawaranai deshou
watashitachi Best Friend
suki da yo, daisuki da yo"

dongseng~!!all i want to say i wll never forget you~!! "ANATA WO WASURENAI"

ありがとう~!! 私はあなたの愛~!!

what's LOVE~?!?!?

-LOVE?!?!?!

it's just a four letter word..but DAMN it's so hard to explain~!!! >.<" once it hits you~!! you're so dead!! ahahah...and even hurts you the most~!!
it gives a painful mark when it cause you heartbreak~!!

a simple story about love~!! (based on what i observed??experienced??) haha.. well, here it goes~!! love..at first is like a super high feelings~~!!like you're on the peak of your emotion~!!happiness all over..also its like even the darkest part of the day becomes so bright~!! (like the sun,star,moon)..it is good to feel..like you don't know the word "sadness..sorrow..hatred" [[some kind of that]] hmm..what else?? haha..running out of words?? (honestly i don't know what i am saying here???) hahahaha...what else?? aha! let's go to the SAD side of LOVE~~!! i felt how to be broken?? (even i haven't had BF since birth)..its like tearing you apart..sometimes thinking of it..like end of the world?? T^T sometimes even the funniest thing won't make you laugh~!! you end up crying and crying..blaming and blaming..regretting and regretting~~~!! aish!! -_-" but what can we do??? we are HUMAN~~!! we ought to love~!! loving is a feelings felt by each and everyone~!! there could be TRUE LOVE..PERFECT LOVE (but nobody's perfect)..FORBIDDEN LOVE..UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..and other loves...hahaha...

but what do i know about this~?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i haven't found any of those loves~~!! =.= NBSB?!?!hahaha...i'll just wait for destiny to pass by???i also have a weird emotion towards love..."when i discover that my crush have a feelings for me...i ended up losing the love..it fades off" <--see how weird?!?!? it would take a long time for me to be matured toward the issue of love~~!! ^^, still a childish girl eventhough i'm turning 19y/o..*sigh* i'm TOO AFRAID to fall inlove~!! o_O why??because i'm "AFRAID TO FALL BECAUSE THROUGH FALLING I MIGHT HURT" that's my point of view for now~~!! i still can't take the risk of falling~~!! :( such a coward~~!! maybe when the right time comes~!! i can conquer it~~!! ^^, haha..i must think positive~~!! ^^,

hey mister~!! who ever you are~~!! when i finally meet you~~!! hope you'll take good care of my heart~~!! i can promise to love you forever..be with you forever..i'll be honest and faithful..but please..do the same in return~~!! protect me..love me..show me that i'm the only one~~!! [[a message for MISTER]].. i don't even know who he is~!! hahaha~~!! :)

what a day~~!!!

where should i start first???the happy part??embarrassing past??or sad part??? hmmm...maybe i'll just do chronicle arrangement~~!!! >.<

*EMBARRASSING*

kyaaaaaaah~!!! :O it was really embarrassing when someone teased you in front of MANY people~~!!gosh* as in~~!!! i really turned red at that moment~~!! haha~~!! would you imagine teasing you in front of more than 100 students... (138 students..estimated) haha.. its because of our clinical instructor~~!! he started teasing me with this "Manrique" guy of section C.. *i really don't know him* hahaha..i was just laughing at that guy..because instead of turning the board but twisting it..he actually lifted it by himself~~!! *hahahaha...i really laughed at him... :))* but it was not a super loud laugh...then after the report of that group...our clinical instructor started teasing me to him~~!! (ggggrr...) he even asked for a shake hands...(if it only happens to a 1 guy its fine with me) but what happens NEXT~?!?!?!?!

after the shake hands with "Manrique" guy..the crowd started shouting other guys last name~~!! gosh* really embarrassing~~!! =.= there were other two guys who had a shake hands with me..because the clinical instructors told them~~!! everyone was cheering...gosh* and i was so RED and super embarrassed...kyahahaha~~!! ^^, then after that..many of the are teasing me..i have a super long hair..longer than rupunzel~~!! (ang haba naman ng hair ni jhily) <- that kind of teasing~~!! hahaha~~!! silly them~~!! :PP gosh~~!! really can't forget this event~~!! SUPER SHYNESS~~!! =.=

*HAPPY*

what's the happy part~?!?! its~~~!! KARAOKE~~>>>hahaha~~!! it was really fun swear~~!! even i don't have that much talent in singing~~!! i still sang few songs~~!! hahaha~~!! it might rain if i sing too much~~~!! haha... :)) i just sing..eat..drink juice..and SING alot~~!! nyahahaha~~!!!


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should i really post something for this one~?!?!?!?! well...

*SAD*

sad part??it was about some arguments between our family~~!! nah~~!! i don't mind it~~!! they also don't mind knowing me~~!! >.<>

최 종 훈...정말 사랑해!!!!

최 종 훈...정말 사랑해!!!! gosh!!! i really wish i could see him in person~~!!
or have a picture with him~~!! even just one picture only~~!! *gosh!! maybe someday i could see him in person~~!! hahahahaha~~!!!

JHILY GIRL DON'T LOSE HOPE~~!!!
aja..aja..aja... FIGHTING!!! :))

i really hope of that~~!! :)) its free to dream..so just let me have my dream~~!!
it might come true!! hahaha..and i have the virtue to make it come true~~!! ^____^

hahahaha~~!! *silliness attack* kyahahahaha~~~!!!!

FTI!!!!!!!!! :O

kyaaaaaaah!!!!* FTI in the philippines!!! i'm really dying to see them in person!!huhuh..
F*uckin' busy schedules...huhuhu.... *silly me*

i really envy those who have watched it live~~!! :( really envy of them~~!! huhuhu~~!!
if only i had free time~~!! i could have watched it~~!! huhuhuhu~~~!! :(

hope there will be a second time~~!!


사랑합니다 FT ISLAND!!!!!!