3/16/10

what's LOVE~?!?!?


-LOVE?!?!?!

it's just a four letter word..but DAMN it's so hard to explain~!!! >.<" once it hits you~!! you're so dead!! ahahah...and even hurts you the most~!!
it gives a painful mark when it cause you heartbreak~!!


a simple story about love~!! (based on what i observed??experienced??) haha.. well, here it goes~!! love..at first is like a super high feelings~~!!like you're on the peak of your emotion~!!happiness all over..also its like even the darkest part of the day becomes so bright~!! (like the sun,star,moon)..it is good to feel..like you don't know the word "sadness..sorrow..hatred" [[some kind of that]] hmm..what else?? haha..running out of words?? (honestly i don't know what i am saying here???) hahahaha...what else?? aha! let's go to the SAD side of LOVE~~!! i felt how to be broken?? (even i haven't had BF since birth)..its like tearing you apart..sometimes thinking of it..like end of the world?? T^T sometimes even the funniest thing won't make you laugh~!! you end up crying and crying..blaming and blaming..regretting and regretting~~~!! aish!! -_-" but what can we do??? we are HUMAN~~!! we ought to love~!! loving is a feelings felt by each and everyone~!! there could be TRUE LOVE..PERFECT LOVE (but nobody's perfect)..FORBIDDEN LOVE..UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..and other loves...hahaha...

but what do i know about this~?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i haven't found any of those loves~~!! =.= NBSB?!?!hahaha...i'll just wait for destiny to pass by???i also have a weird emotion towards love..."when i discover that my crush have a feelings for me...i ended up losing the love..it fades off" <--see how weird?!?!? it would take a long time for me to be matured toward the issue of love~~!! ^^, still a childish girl eventhough i'm turning 19y/o..*sigh* i'm TOO AFRAID to fall inlove~!! o_O why??because i'm "AFRAID TO FALL BECAUSE THROUGH FALLING I MIGHT HURT" that's my point of view for now~~!! i still can't take the risk of falling~~!! :( such a coward~~!! maybe when the right time comes~!! i can conquer it~~!! ^^, haha..i must think positive~~!! ^^,


hey mister~!! who ever you are~~!! when i finally meet you~~!! hope you'll take good care of my heart~~!! i can promise to love you forever..be with you forever..i'll be honest and faithful..but please..do the same in return~~!! protect me..love me..show me that i'm the only one~~!! [[a message for MISTER]].. i don't even know who he is~!! hahaha~~!! :)

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