私は永久にあなたを愛し *L♥ve*

kyaaaaaaaah~~!!! everytime i see him~~!! i FALL and FALL for him~~!! hahahaha~~~!! aishiteru yo~~!! i can't blame myself from falling for him~~!! gosh* he's so handsome~~!! ayiiii~~!! i really love everything about him~~!!! honto ni kakkoi otoko~~!!!! kyaaaaa~~~ =.=
*blush~blush* haha~~!! ^^, shirota yuu o aishiteimasu~~!!!

natSu nO oWari~~♥_♥

aigoooo~~~!!! oppa!! nae namjachingu~~!! kyahahaha~~!! ^^, i really hope someday i can meet him in person~~!! hahaha~~!! *ambitious me* :P





LYRICS:


Natsu no owari totsuzen no tsumetai kaze ni
Sukoshi mae ni wakareta kimi ga koishikute
Machi wa iro ya sugata wo kaetemo
Boku wa ano hi no mama


Onaji sora wo ima kimi wa miteru darouka
Ichibyou sae kimi nashi de wa irarezu ni

Heya no shashin sae mo suterarezu ni
Modorenai hi wo omoidasu

Ato nando nakeba ii
Ato nando koukai sureba ii
Ato nando kurushimeba
Kimi wo torimodoseru no
Wakaranai

Nan do mo shita yubi kiri osoroi no sezu
Futari no negai wa hakanaku kieru
Demo wasurerarenai subete sutekirenai
Kimi ga iitekureta ai no kotoba
Aishiteru
Hayaku aitai
Mou modorenu kako no koi
Ima dokoka de kimi ga waratteiru no nara

Sore ijou ni ureshii koto wa nai kedo
Sono egao wo mirenai koto dake ga
Tsurasugite nani mo te ni tsukanai

Ato nando naitatte
Ato nando koukaishitatte
Ato nando kurushiutemo
Kimi wa mou modoranai
Wakatteru

Nukumori kanjita mama nemutta yoru wa
Mabataki hodo no mijikasa de suit
Nanoni donnani tsukarete me wo tojite mo
Kimi ga inai yoru wa nagasugite
Ukan de wa mawari tsuzukeru
Omoide ni kawatta koi

Heya ni hibiku tokei no oto ga
Yake ni setsunakute
Nukumori kanjita mama nemutta yoru wa
Mabataki hodo no mijikasa de suita
Nanoni donnani tsukarete me wo tojite mo
Kimi ga inai yoru wa nagasugite


Nando mo shita yubikiri osoroi no sezu
Futari no negai wa hakanaku kieru
Demo wasurerarenai subete sute kirenai
Kimi ga iite kuretaai no kotoba
Aishiteru
Hayaku aitai
Mou modorenu kako no koi

Ukande wa mawari tsuzukeru


Omoide ni kawatta koi
Mou modore nu kako no koi

nae nampyon~~!! ♥

ayiiii~~~!!! SHIROTA YUU!! gosh* he's so amazing~~!! he made this song for only 2 days~~!! and it was during the DDBoys~~!! ^^, kyaaaaah!! =.= i really LOVE this guy~~!! hahahaha~~!! ^^, the message of the song is also good~~!! ^^, its like an unseen bond between lovers which makes their relation stronger and how the both of them can make it last longer~~!! ^^, aigooo~~!!!
love~love~love~SHIROTA YUU~~!! ayiiii~~!! ^^,

~~one Liter of tEars... :'(

<--MARCH 9th



<-- ONLY HUMAN



<-- KONAYUKI


gosh~~!! this jdorama really caused me~~ FLOOD OF TEARS~~!!! i almost cry and cry and cry~~!! huhuhuh!!! :'( i even get interested with the disease of Aya-nee~~ :( huhuh~~!! i really love this jdorama~~!! i watched it 3 times~~!! i'm still crying..too much tears are flowing down~~!! :'( even just hearing the OST~~i still feel like i'm about to cry~~!! huhuhu~~ :'(

a miLLioNaiRes fiRst loVe~~~♥

A MILLIONAIRES FIRST LOVE

omg*!! this movie really makes my tears like a FALLS!!! my tears were unstoppable as i watch this movie~~!! tears keeps on falling~~~!! huhuhuhu~~~ T_T why is that when you find LOVE in some ways or for some reason it fades away or it suddenly disappear~~~or gone~~!?!?! huhuhuhu~~ T^T

iL♥ve Windstruck~~!!

WINDSTRUCK

this was the first ever korean movie that i have watched~~!! and from then on~~i started liking other korean movies~~!! gosh~~!! i guess i've watched this movie more than 5 times~~!! and still TEARS are falling down my eyes~~!! T^T this is such a good movie~~!! huhuhuhu~~ the saddest part is when the guy died and the girl thought it was her fault and then she almost like killing herself...so that they can be together~~ huhuhuhu~~ T^T so sad~~!! but a great korean movie~~!! ^^,

siLLy me!!! ;)

wanna know some silly things from my past~?!?!?!
kyahahahaha~~!! ^^,

when i was a little girl..i have tons of silly, naughty and non-sense things done before~~!! ^^,
like i almost burn the house~~screaming so LOUD just because of an insect~~!!
kyahahaha~~!!! climbing on high trees and accidentally fall~~!! punching other kids~~!!
i'm such a silly kid~~!! hahahaha~~!! ^^,

first!! about fire~~!! i don't know what part of the fire makes me attract to it~~!! kyahaha~~!! :))
i really love playing with fire when i'm a little girl~~!! :P *silly me*
gosh~!! i even burn the house~! there's this time..i was lighting the cabinet..then suddenly the fire gets' bigger~~!!
*i didn't panic* i was just 6y/o that time~~currently alone in the house~~haha,,,what i did~~
i get the pail of water then start killing the fire~~!! hahaha~~!! the place was sooo WET~~!! and messy~~!!
kyahahaha~~!! luckily i didn't get scolded by my mom~~!! instead of that she just HUGGED me so TIGHT~~!!
at that time i wonder why she did that~~!! she told me "instead of seeing a burned down house and a dead daughter she prefer HUGGING ME~~" sweet mommy~~!! ♥ but that wasn't the only incident about fire playing~!! kyahaha~~!! ^^,
i got this scar on both knees.. *its not so obvious* but i got it from playing fire~~!! :)) i was melting a plastic then suddenly
it drops on my both knees...*i did cry* <~~so brave!! hahaha~~!! ^^, i keep on burning stuffs before~~!! i even heated a mercurial thermometer and it was broken~~!! luckily i wasn't poisoned by the mercury~~!! hahahaha~~~!! :)) the screaming thing~~i almost screamed like i was almost being killed by someone..then my uncle almost crashed our door because of my scream..then he felt so relief when i told him it was just an insect~~!! kyahahahaahah~~!!! *sooo silly* :))

as child~~i have loads of curiosity~~!! hahaha~~!! i keep thinking how it feel on top of a tree~~?!?! so i always climb on trees~~!! hahaha~~!! climb and climb~~!! then accidentally fall~~!! i ALMOST CAN'T BREATHE~~~!!! o_O my chest hit the
ground first~~!! hahaha~~ ^^, it happened twice~~!! i'm still LUCKY i didn't get any fractured bones from it~~!! kyahahaha~~!! ^^, really love climbing on trees~~!! ♥ but i can't do it now~~!! ^^, i'm a lady now~~!! hahaha~~!! :))

what else~?!?!?! aha!! ^^, do you believe i do punch!! *pow* haha~~!! yup~~!! i even made a boy to have a nosebleed~~!! i punched him on his face~~!! hahaha~~ *evil laugh* its also his fault!! he keep on teasing me.. that i was a LESBIAN!! gosh~~!! i was so mad~~!! cause he keeps on repeating it~~!! *irritating* then all of a sudden i just punch him on his face~~!! then blood started to run down his nose~~!! kyahahahaha~~~!! ^^, many boys were afraid of me because they know that i punch really hard~~!! hahaha~~!! ^^, i even take formal taekwondo lessons~~!! but i didn't finished it~~!! because i choose swimming over taekwondo~~!! ^^, *i compete for our school before* back to punching~~!! *pow* even at high school~~!! boys were afraid of me~~!! kyahaha~~!! ^^, they sometimes think i'm lesbian~~!! but FOR PETE"S SAKE~~!! I'M NOT~~!! ^^, i just act that way~~because that's the real me~~!! i hate pretensions~~!! haha`~~^^,


--> silly things i did when i was a young girl~~ ^^, hahaha`~~ that was just SOME of it~~!!
there's LOTS to discover about me~~!! hahaha~~!! ^^,







do you think this little girl did all those said above~~~?!?!?!


------->>>>>>

kAsi nAmAn kAsi~~!!! ♥♥♥

i really love this music~~!! ♥♥♥
it like a song which has a lyrics of CHEESY LINES~~!! ^^, i really love it~~!! ^^,
kasi naman kasi~~ MAHAL KITA~~~!!!! ^^, haha~~!! ^^,


~~>> how i wish someone could sing that for me~~!! ^^,
but i need to force destiny to come as soon as possible~~!!
kyahahahahaha~~ :)) *silly me*
haha~~!! ^^, when will i meet him~~???!!

who's HIM~?!?! i also don't know~~!! ^^,

i will let TIME to be my guide~~!! ^^, hahaha~~!! ^^,

but i'm still hoping he'll come ASAP~~!! ^^,
i don't want to be an old maiden~~!! o_O?!?! hahaha~~!!! ^^,

i hAte it wHen thEy dO thAt~~!!

why is it that they always do the same thing over and over again?!?!!? i keep on wondering~~?? when it comes to me and _______ we always consider them~~!! >.<> PERSONALLY.. i don't want our so-called FRIENDSHIP to be RUINED~~!!guess with the long span of time that we're all together it is so hard that with simple issues it will be ruined~~!! >.<

but~~!! *GOSH* it is so obvious that they don't us~~?!?! what the~~!! like what happened few hours ago~~!! they didn't mind to ask if we also be needing that copy~?!?! unlike me and ______ we always ask them "guys kukuha din ba kayo ng copy??" *guys do you also want a copy* we always consider them~~!!

another thing~~!! when we are making our projects~~!! they don't even share ideas~~!! and always chatting about things unrelated to the project?!?!?! so we always end up doing nothing~~!! as a group we just want to make the project lively so we could get high grades~~!! but they always have this excuses~~!! i don't like that~~ its kinda embarrassing infront of the class~~ blah!blah!blah!.... >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);" size="3">*i guess they didn't think that way~~!!* i'm so F*CKin' badtrip with them~~!! >.<" i just really hate when they do such thing like that~~?!?!

they are just good at chatting~~!! *sigh* i hope they'll realize how to be CONSIDERATE~~!!! i just hope our FRIENDSHIP won't be ruined~~ T^T really hate having small arguments out of silly reasons~~!! i really..really.. HATE IT!!!


blah~~blah~~blah~~ i hope it will be resolve tomorrow~~!!!

Short Story of My LIFE-- =)

hey! my name is jhiLy..i insist people to call me that~~!! i really don't like my real name~~!! it sounded like a boys name~~!! hahaha~~!! :) going back to ME!!

i was born 17th day of June 1991..we are 3 siblings and i'm the middle child~~ ^^, you know what?!?! i don't have a sibling with same surename~~!! ^^, it's a unique thing about the 3 of us~~!! ^^, *try to figure out why* haha~~ ^^,

well..i haven't seen my dad for 18 years.. *i'm currently 18y/o* so for short i haven't seen him EVER SINCE!! but i don't mind~~!! we survived even without him~~!! ^^, it's because i have a wonder mom!!! ^^, even we have some arguments for times..i'm still lucky to have her as my mom~~!! ^^, i also have my brother and younger sister~~!! ^^, and i'm happy with it~~!! ^^,

growing up without a father was an awkward feeling at first..how can i blame myself for feeling that way~~i keep on seeing other children with their dads and as a little girl i'm wondering why i don't have a father~~?!?!! *so confused* but as time goes..my mom explained everything to me..why things happened that way~~

she even explained why me and my brother doesn't have the same surename~~ *and now we also explain the same thing with my youngest sister* even we are from different fathers WE DON'T CARE what's the problem with that?!?! that's life~~!! we should accept it~~!! as well as the society~~!! they should also accept it~~!! haha!! :) one good thing here is that we have a CLOSE FAMILY TIES ..sometimes other ask if we have some arguments in the house~~!! well i guess every family have some arguments~~!! even the almost PERFECT FAMILY have arguments too~~ it's a normal stage of LIFE~!!!

all i can say is: WHATEVER KIND OF FAMILY YOU HAVE NOW~~BE PROUD OF IT~~ WHETHER YOU HAVE A SINGLE MOM..SEPARATED PARENTS..STEP-BROTHERS OR SISTERS..BE PROUD OF IT~~!! don't mind the criticism of other people!! WTF?!! they don't even know the reason why your family ended that way~~ so they don't have the rights to JUDGE YOU..just because of IMPERFECT FAMILY that you have~~!! ^^,

well~~i guess this is just a super brief intro about me~~!! ^^, haha~~!! ^^,

nobody is perfect~~so there would also be no perfect family~~

~~'''FIRST TIME'''~~

haha~~!! this would be my first time ever to make a blog~~!! *gosh* so new with this stuff~~!! hihihi~~ a friend of mine in facebook influenced me to make blogs too~~!! haha~~!! but i'm still exploring this stuff~~!! ^^, i even told him it will end up like "JHILY'S BLOG OF WEIRDNESS" and it really end up this way~~!! kyahahaha~~!!

guess i'll be sharing weird stuff inside my head here..haha~~~!! ^^, well..i might also share serious stuffs..but that would be so often~~!! hahaha~~!! ^^,